*~ .: deEsIn :. ~*

Wat the heck was happening..? I was so careless until i went to bath oso locked my keys inside the room, tis end up with i couldn’t go inside lo.. Haiz.. CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS CARELESS..

When i realise that my room was locked, i was so nervous because i thought i cant seek for help from anybody because i left everything inside my room, including my hp ! I tried to find whatever that possible to open the lock, but i failed.. I donno wat else can i do that time.. Fortunately i found my housemate still in house (I thought she went out already), then of course:"HELP!"

But wat do u expect two girls can do? Haha, of course we failed to open my door too.. Then thanx to her i borrowed her hp to called the landlord, my uncle and my brother..

The landlord really tak bertimbang rasa, asked him to come he said is too far for him.. Wat the.. Puchong only mah~ Very far meh??

My uncle was in Klang that time, so my brother reached 1st, haha.. He berjaya helped me to open the door, actually i donno who was the one open the door.. Me or him.. we don even know how we open the door.. Haha.. weird right? nobody will understand except me and him.. But we knew that we had spoilt a ruler..

Of course after that i stopped my uncle from coming here..

After i settled down, the 1st thing i did was and put the spare key somewhere in the living room, i don wan this to happen again.. then ler.. i sit here and write this blog lor..

Anyway thanx to my housemate Pei Hua, my brother and my uncle.. Hehe… I didn’t call my bf is because i don’t want ‘ma fan’ him.. but the most important one is.. i forgot his hp num.. :P   Soli…

Haiz.. no mood to study liao.. tomorrow still got 3 paper, Biology 1, Biology 2, and Thinking Skills 1..  Die..  xP

I m writing this post coz i really wan to 发泄。。I donno what can i do, what can i say, and what can i write to express my feelings now.. It’s kinda.. sad.. heartache.. feeling wan to cry..

Maybe is only Priya know wat is happening, but she is telling me that i m juz thinking too much, am i? I hope the truth is not what am i thinking.. But anyway sorry Priya talking so much to u, do u feel saya ni really annoying..? I know i m.. Sorry.. but i really.. that time.. wan to say everything annoying me to somebody.. Also thanx for being there for me..

P/S : To Priya : Hope you get better v him.. No matter which one k?

2molo still got bio practical.. shit.. must lack of time.. no mood at all to study now.. Still got quarantine somemore.. wat the.. i hate tat..wasting my time only..

n i juz get to know tat my physics paper 1 i got correct of 30+ questions over 40 questions.. Happy? Hmm not really.. no mood to happy now.. somemore i did really bad in my physics paper 3, paper 1 alone not enought to cover it..

and my chemistry paper is the things that making me really upset.. Quite confident v my paper one.. But they said paper 1 is really tough and paper 2 is quite ok.. but i find paper 2 sux! I know is my fault tat i din study much.. wat the.. all reagents and conditions.. I HATE ORGANIC!! more things in paper 2 make me really angry to myself that not study.. But i really very lazy to touch the book..

虽然你现在躺在我身边
虽然你现在只对我想念
虽然你现在说爱我不变
我可以占有你眼睛全部的视线
在亮了灯的房间
你的心有一部份我却看不见
我已经占有你生命全部的时间
却在意那些你从来不说
我从来不问你的昨天

（Lyric of 梁静茹 - 昨天）- modified

听到我的电话
响了一声就暂停
会不会是你
我总怀疑
因为这原因
心情不稳定
我们之间的问题
是我没自信

敏感又多心
怕你变了心
因为爱你
害怕失去你
爱的天气
总是阴晴不定
爱的情绪
也在欢笑中哭泣
想对你说声对不起
用错了方式去爱你
因为我太在意

(Lyrics of 李纹 - Baby对不起）- modified

By the way juz share a nice song to those who listen to chinese songs..

Song name : 真爱       Artist : 183club

erm.. the lyrics above is not for tis song..

P/S : Feel better after writing these.. Goin to bath n study.. Gambateh, deesin!

U might be asking me.. Wat is IMVU? I will tell you tat it is a messenger, but u don come n tell me i oredi got MSN messenger, Yahoo! Messenger or others messenger ohh.. (Saya sendiri pun ada MSN messenger lar..)

IMVU is a 3D messenger.. u can create ur own character.. choose ur hair style, hair colour, eyes colour, shirt, pants etc.. and it’s totally 3D..

Actually i m not asvertising lar.. I oso juz get a account yesterday.. I found it still have disadvantages too.. Maybe is still a new things.. Let check it’s good or bad things..

www.imvu.com

Since I so boring don wan to study, i decided to write blog, since I long time din post any post huh? I oredi had my chemistry practical exam last friday and physics practical exam tis monday, and then 2day I had my mathematics paper 1 and thinking skills paper 2.. Let me tell u how i did in my exam.. (until now lar of coz)..

First is my chemistry practical exam.. Qualitative test, cations and anions i did not know how to identify ahh.. Finally got 3 cations I only got 1 correct.. i still don understand why we don have Fe3+, and why we have Zn2+… blur blur liao.. I hate qualitative test.. For the titration part lagi mati.. everybody in my class came out with different answer.. everybody get the accuracy of titration, but donno which part of calculations went wrong, the mass we counted last got varies answer… Die die die..

My physics practical exam ler.. I got cheated by the question, I should substitute 0.5m instead of 1m.. No wonder I get negative value for my length lar.. I thought the question not good.. Siapa tahu aku yang salah? T.T  but until now i oso donno why i should substitute 1m… forget about wat the question said liao.. (Hmm.. I think those who took practical exam with me just understand wat m I talking about..)

For maths 2day ler, every questions the working very weird ler.. not like the questions we did usually.. and the most silly mistake i made is… Let’s guess wat is wat i put for 9×8 ?? I put 63 !!! Wat the hell… Too nervous liao bcoz the invigilator oredi ask us to stop writing.. Haiz.. that question was damn easy.. i donno how wouldn’t i get it at the 1st time…

For thinking skills ler.. Nth much to say.. Although the question 2 i have read it b4 the exam (it is a past year question).. but i don have the answer.. Nth for me to regret.. For me, i don hope anything from thinking skills.. even can say that i hate thinking skills! Ha..

2molo i will be sitting for my physics paper 1 and paper 2.. haiz.. but lazy to study lar.. i can’t imagine wat will b my result.. i don feel as nervous as semester exam.. erm.. can say that i don feel nervous at all.. so no nervous then no pressure, no pressure then i won study.. Help me, god.. 神啊，救救我吧！（正好我正听着这首歌。。）

Today (Sunday) when i came back from Segamat to Subang, the sky here is so clear.. The haze is gone..!! actually i edi read it from the newspaper.. Hei so nice no need to wear the troublesome mask anymore.. Yea!! Thanx to the wind that blew away the haze..

However ler, i heard some hearsay saying that the haze maybe coming bac again next week wor.. because of the direction of the wind blow.. but not sure de lar.. juz heard from ppl..

Haiz… terrible and horrible.. the haze make me suffocated.. wanna die.. can’t breath without mask, hardly breath with the mask..

Can see the haze behind us? (from left) Adrian, Priya, Me, Wee Chert, Jocelyn and Wan Lin. Maybe this is not clear, but i tell u, it was bad.. But ler, the person, Zhen Fai who took tis picture for us felt very embarras.. why? Hehe, u ask him lor.. and Jennie, is hiding  behind Jocelyn..

Although the haze is bad, but we can still have fun, we can pretend as robber, dentist, doctor.. etc.. this photo ler, maybe is a robber(Ming Hau) robbing a doctor(Adrian) gua..

This robber even pretended as police or something like that, hid behind the door and waited for Mr. Rajah, our biology teacher, then when teacher came in, he appeared suddenly and shouted "freeze" to teacher.. OMG.. wat the..

Haiz.. But i get scolded by bio teacher also because of this haze..  I told teacher that the haze is serious, but teacher said the haze is not serious, is bad.. Teacher ah Teacher, i know my english is bad.. my fault.. but thanx for teaching me lor.. T.T

As you all can see, the haze is really really BAD…

However, thanx to haze, our classes on Thursday after 1.30pm was all cancelled, Friday was also a holiday.. Yippe!! No physics test.. I am stiil wondering will teacher have it on Monday, cause I am only preparing for chemistry test.. of course i rushed back to Segamat, hei, home sweet home, air fresh air.. but still got stupid people burning rubbish as I was on my way to my home.. Hmph… Really donno how to appreciate the fresh air here.. They don even know the serious condition in Subang.. Should we saman them..??

These r some activities in Redang..

First, we went for snorkelling, but ler in tis photo, Shao Wen (Swen) is without her snorkelling equipment (mask), coz she is not snorkelling mar, hehe..

Even in Redang, we went for Karaoke too.. coz we love singing so much, (from left) Adrian, Swen, Sheena, Heng Chiang, Me & Zhen Fai..

Tis is on top of some high high rocks, (from left) Adrian, Zhen Fai, Me & Heng Chiang.. We climbed it at night too ohh..

Tis the the process of climbing the rock at the night, very slippery.. Waa.. Hmm.. girls always need help form guys.. The guy who is helping me is Zhen Fai, tis night we climbed the rock together v PE6, they went redang at the same day too !! There below is the photo of us and some guys from PE6..

The most popular in Redang Beach are

Tis in More More Tea Inn.. Did u all watched ‘Xia Re De Mo Mo Cha’ ? The 3 ‘guys’ in front of the inn..

Ah Niu(Adrian), Ren Xian Qi(Me), and Guang Liang(Zhen Fai)..

The most memorable things..

      Saw the ship, hmm.. we named it as ‘Titanic‘.. hehe.. it took us a long time and we were exposed under matahari yang terik, donno will get skin cancer o not… hehe

I met tis guy, Tiong Wui in redang, tis is our very 1st photo, he was v PE6 tat time.. Erm.. nth more to say.. Cough..

Since i enrolled myself into TCSJ, i was placed into a class called 0501PM7, i was scared the 1st time i stepped in the class but soon…

Hei guys, PM7 is really a nice class..!! Seriously.. we always have activities together..

Tis is BRIAN, during his bday he was smashed by cake, hehe.. can u c his whole body full v delicious cake, haiz.. don feel wasting the cake, tat one is only cheap cheap cake.. we bought from Carrefour… hehe.. later he was disirami with grape juice too.

Then ler we went to REDBOX SUNWAY to celebrate Brian bday again..! Miss tat time..

Chong Ngie and Hong Yuan (Brunei) also smashed by cakes when their bday (we celebrated 2 bday in the same day..), unfortunately i don have any photo on tat, coz we got only video.. :p

we also organized class trip (PM7 class trip!!) to Redang.. but ler, 29 ppl in the class only 12 ppl went.. Adrian, Brian, Chee Kit, Heng Chiang, Hong Yuan, Roshan, Shao Wen, Sheena, Siew Kim,Yun Xin, Zhen Fai & Me..haiz.. sad.. share some pics in redang..

nice mar.. i got lots of photos of the view of redang.. beautiful.. go n c urself lar..

Hei guys there, this is my very 1st blog, anyway I hope i got time to write the blog everyday since i have created it.. hehe.. ^.^

Hmm, i think i better introduce myself 1st lor, my name is deesin, donno y somebody said it is like a dog name ler.. but i like this name wor.. who wanna fight? i m currently (august 05) in Taylor’s College Subang Jaya, but i come from Segamat, a small but peaceful town in Johor, it is near Gunung Ledang, u guys read b4 about Puteri Gunung Ledang right? I miss Segamat, i get homesick and even cried during the 1st month in Subang, so kesian.. Segamat’s frens, don forget me ohh…

however ler, Taylor’s is a nice place i can say, especially PM7!!